It is perfectly normal that you wouldn't feel always bad always in the same way ALL the time, @Twitch99! I find it REALLY normal that a good, relaxing nap can make you feel better. Of course it won't cure your Depressione, but it wil lift up your Mood a little bit. I am REALLY HAPPY to hear that your Meds seem to be working!! CONGRATULATIONS! Seeing a Pdoc is the hardest step in my opinion but once you do the road gets easier, although there may still be some bumps along the way. Keep trying! We are here for you! THAT'S A PROMISE! I PROMISE YOU THAT! YOU CAN REST ASSURED OF THAT! YOU CAN ABSOLUTELY AND UNDENIABLY COUNT ON ALL OF US! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Twitch99, Your Family, Your Friends, Your Wife and ALL of your Loved Ones! KEEP FIGHTING AND KEEP ROCKING NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?