I was diagnosed a year or two ago (I'm not the best with time, it blurs) and I accepted it immediately. I don't accept it anymore. There are key things I don't have, like the sleeplessness (sometimes, but not too badly), and though I used to talk a lot I don't anymore. It just doesn't feel right anymore. When I first saw my pdoc I said that I was worried that I might be sane, but just an arsehole. He said he would never diagnose that, but I'm increasingly of the opinion that he should have. I'm not hypomanic, I just a tool. I'm not depressed, I'm just self-involved. Know what I mean?