I have this underlying belief that sisters are supposed to be close and supportive of one another. But my family is too dysfunctional for that. I just have to let it go and accept that they are not good people in my life. I feel hurt too often to maintain a relationship any longer.

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Tonight I was so upset I started thinking about ways to hurt myself. The pain I felt was too intense. I let myself cry for a while. I think that helped some. I believe now I will try to take a nap and put this all behind me. Thanks again for the support!