First off New Orleans is out of the question. I have no desire to be that far away from home. Secondly inpatient is not for me. No one seems to understand no matter how much I tell them that it does me good to work and have consistency. (I know I never told you I'm just saying in general). If I go to inpatient I no longer work. Which means I'm failing in my job as a man and husband. I also am no longer able to help with things around my house that I do every day.