Hi BrittyBird, I'm so sorry that you're feeling rotten right now. I'm really glad you've come here and vented about the way you're feeling. If by "good person" you mean someone who cares about others and gives with love I have a strong feeling that you are a good person.
What I feel bad about is that you sound like you're rough on yourself. Have you ever considered talking with a therapist, or attending a support group and getting feedback from others?
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