I finally heard from my sisters. One said she's just too busy to text. And the other one said pretty much the same thing. C doesn't work so I don't understand her explanation. And A is off on the weekends. I just think it's very rude of them. Obviously I don't matter to them. There is no sisterly love there. I'm getting upset again thinking about this. I'm starting to think in a negative way toward myself... like I don't want to be med compliant. They aren't worth it. It's just it is proof that my life sucks. And things will never get better.

I have a stupid GP appointment today. I don't think it will go well. I haven't been taking good care of my diabetes. I just don't care anymore.

I know I'm in a bad mood. Thoughtless people aren't worth it. I'll try to focus on my mom and J who do care about me. I'll also think about my cats who love me unconditionally. Maybe that's enough. I guess it's time for another inspirational video.