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I don't know if I want to really get help, but the more I continue to travel down this road the more depressed I seem to get. Yet I don't want to really open up to some one. That scares me to no end. This here is my only outlet to release tension at the moment...perhaps for ever. Thanks for responding. I have looked up places to get help, but I just can't seem to make that call.

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you've made a big step just by coming here and admitting you need help. maybe being here will soon give you the strength you need to ask for help IRL?

never give up and never forget we're here for you and we do care.

hang in there ((((((beth))))))