I have symptoms of ed and when I'm depressed I accidentally lose weight because I can't get out of my bed so I only eat when I feel like totally starving.

And when on the higher side, well then I have the energy and motivation to lose weight. But it can also happen that my self confidence and self-image get so much better that I don't try to actively lose weight. And sometimes hypomania affects my senses so that colours become brighter and all the food tastes great. So it really varies when I'm having a hypomanic or manic episode.

And same, I don't like the feeling of having food in my stomach.