Well, writing music is a bit self-destructive for me. I feel like i don't work hard enough and I must work harder and so on... The crisis must have come. And it was definitely a good decision to leave for now, because I literally stopped to be able to compose anything. Music became a bunch of worthless sounds for me. I hope it will get better with time and one day I'll be able to return.


It's usually hard to do anything artistic when I'm depressed. Programming or doing maths is a bit better.