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Deilla
You have my support too. I understand how you feel and I want you to feel better.
I suggest you start seeking positive connections with other people, not your sisters. Just because they are family does not mean they are good people to have in your life.
I recently had a so-called friend like your sisters. She doesn’t work yet never has time when I want to talk. I have foolishly always been available when she wants to talk. I’ve put a stop to it and the friendship obviously won’t last.
It’s sad to accept the truth as it is. But there is relief in it too. There really is. There are nice people who will be happy to talk to you. You just haven’t found them yet.