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I am crying now. It hurts my stomach when I cry. I am also on my period. I am scared. It is like the tears will not stop. But I feel safe though. I am happy because I got to cry without flashbacks. My tears are soaking my pillow.
I feel sad because I lost so much. All I wanted to be was a healthy person who served her country and worked well. I just wanted my dreams to turn int a reality. I just wanted to feel safe and make the world safer.
I cannot run anymore. I wish I could run again.
Will the pain go away? I did not mean to cry. It is scary to cry alone.
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