Oh no no it didn’t at all. No worries my friend

It’s a very complicated mess to be honest. Blending families is never easy.. the hell I was going through caused everyone to pick sides.

I had such a horrific panic attack one day I swore I was having a heart attack, I was admitted to the hospital because my blood pressure was dangerously high, my ekg wasn’t right. . Again my husband thought it was for attention. My daughter came as soon as I texted her, my husband left.. my daughter went to grab a coffee.. well she chased him down and exploded on him, she came back to my room in tears. Told me what happened.

As time passed and my husband was told by my T either be there for her or get out of her way, you will not cause her to take herself out. In the months that followed my daughter came home as often from college as she could, 4 hours away. I once again went IP , during which my husband and daughter argued again but they talked it out and they were okay, she always considered him her xtra dad.

His sons ?? Honestly I’m not sure they would care if I dropped dead tomorrow. I’ve been very blunt in the last 5 or so years when my husband and I talk. My husband always assures me they love me ... umm no I think they tolerate me and just enjoy my cooking, sad and pathetic. But I have made peace with it all.. I do hope if I die before my husband that they take time to support him, be there for him.

Life is so very complicated isn’t it ?