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Originally Posted by cashart10
My rage focused in on my husband as well. However it was not received so well. We almost divorced. While we have reconciled (and it’s been several years since) he still doesn’t understand when I’m not well. My therapist thinks I’m crazy for staying with him I think. She claims she doesn’t think that but she’s constantly asking me what it will take for me to give him an ultimatum. I love him to death and he’s mostly very sweet and good to my kids and me but man, when he’s an asshole, he’s an asshole!!!
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I was hallucinating and watching my children disappear before my eyes. He was standing there. At the time my brain decided he was evil and he had some sort of magical power to take my kids away. Maybe that was my subconscious processing the fact I was going nuts and he had to hide my kids from me.
Relationships are so very complicated. Only you know what's best and if the good is outweighing the bad. I think what we go through is incomprehensible on some levels. I don't blame him for not being able to fully understand
