I am sorry you're hurting, @stefano! I COMPLETELY AGREE with what the WISE and WONDERFUL @Skeezyks has already WISELY AND WONDERFULLY SAID BETTER THAN I POSSIBLY EVER COULD IN MY WHOLE AND ENTIRE LIFE! PLEASE DO LISTEN TO WHAT THE WISE AND WONDERFUL @Skeezyks has already WISELY and WONDERFULLY said BETTER THAN I POSSIBLY EVER COULD IN MY WHOLE AND ENTIRE LIFE! Please don't let these feelings discourage you from fighting back. You are stronger than you think! PROMISE! Please keep us posted and let us know how it works out for you! We are here for you if you need someone to talk to or vent to! THAT'S A PROMISE I PROMISE YOU THAT! YOU CAN COUNT ON ALL OF US! YOU CAN REST ASSURED OF THAT! KEEP FIGHTING AND KEEP ROCKING! I'd also suggest to see a Therapist or a Pdoc if you aren't already and if you keep struggling with your Thoughts or if you have SI! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @stefano, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! KEEP FIGHTING AND KEEP ROCKING NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK? PLEASE NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER GIVE UP HOPE NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?