every month before I get my period i basically fall apart and **** up my life...its like I turn into a different person...I get moody, depressed, insanely anxious, angry, feel totally out of control and just want to self medicate. I have so much trouble regulating my emotions it's like I just want to give up on life...this has been happening forever and I'm ready to give up on my relationship because I can't deal with the guilt of putting my partner through this every month...I have tried meds, vitamins and supplements, meditation, DBT, CBT, therapy...my Dr suggested switching my birth control to a pill that makes my period stop...I feel like I'm running out of options and I'm losing my mind....I can't live like this anymore...I seriously just want to isolate and drink my life away.