I've been having issues with my GI tract for a long time. Constipation, diarrhea, alternating. Abdominal pain that is sudden and urgency to use restroom. Well, it's been getting worse over time. I have had "accidents" at least 6 times this year. And right now I discovered I was having bowel leakage earlier without even realizing it was happening. It was highly stressful to realize it in the restroom. It's embarrassing and scary for me as I can't control it. I see a nurse at the health centre tomorrow morning and I plan on trying to get to the bottom of it. Also I had urine leakage in my sleep recently. I am sure the two are related. The only major medical change recently was switch from Abilify pills to injections.

I fear being caught in a truly embarrassing situation in public. I know it's possible at the moment and it terrifies me.