Three months ago, she suddenly passed away. She's been an alcoholic my whole life. She was in liver failure for 4 years, and I knew the end was coming. I just didn't expect it to be so sudden and quick. I was talking to her the entire day. She was awake and still acting like her normal self. Walking, taking, eating... The norm. Then suddenly she started having trouble breathing. I called emergency services, and she was gone before they got her to the hospital. I do not know how to feel.