You'd think I'd have learned my lesson on cutting when I had to go last week and get stapled back together but the urge is really strong today and the only thing that is keeping me safe is the fact I'm at my parents house. I talked to my friend Susan this morning and showed her my staples she said Jan you have got to stop this one day you will go to deep and regret the outcome. The question is will I regret it? I'm thinking nope but don't want to tell anyone in 3D about it because I'm so scared of going back into the hospital. I see my GP in the morning so maybe talking to him will help he has a good level head on his shoulders and usually has some sound advice for me.

Janniebug