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@lizardlady
In my emails to that cp mentor, I switched, and my alters were writing the trauma history for me. Some of the littles liked the mentor because he was a good dad to his kids. Some of the teen alters were mad at him, however, because he said something negative about his teen kid. I freaked because I thought I had my DID under control in school, since I got great grades and all, but then that all happened. Then there's me (real name hidden under pseudonymn "Lilly2", "Lilly" (the internal helper/inside therapist to us all), Claire (the older secretary/admin who fused with an alter named Mr. Writer), a baby alter (preverbal), and other alters, including protector ones. They are all still there. They all helped me in school and throughout my life, really.
As long as I'm not asked about my own traumas, I'm good. It was having to disclose my traumas that made the experience weird and scary.
I have more respect for therapists now though.
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