Purplebutterfly~
I suggest you call your pdoc and T .. let them know how you are feeling and what is going on. They are there to help you . Even when it happens when your not going to see them soon. I understand the turmoil you feel your in right now. And its not fun. And we can be here to support you. But they can help you more with changing medication and talk therapy . Please try this. Dont be scared ok? Wish you well hon. Take care!!
Hugz
Bethy