i want to watch television with my t
and sit/lie on the couch next to him leaned against him with my hand on his belly and him wearing a purple sweater
and his arm around my shoulder

and him to be in the room when i am doing something mildly boring
and me be in the room when he is doing something like reading or working
and say something sometimes
and laugh about something sometimes
and cuddle him and him cuddle me sometimes just as he walks past me/as i walk past him

and him to cuddle me in my bed
and him to go to lectures with me
and share ideas
and talk about thoughts
and joke small jokes