I´ve seen a temporary counsellor for almost a year now. We don´t do therapy, it´s more like sessions to follow up on things.


Anyway; I´m rather interested in clothing and one thing I find interesting in meeting with my counsellor is to see how she´s dressed for the day. She´s rather plainly dressed but she has a nice figure for being almost 60, she's way slimmer than me.


She often wears slim Lee och Levis jeans and I kind of admire her for having such a body. There´s perhaps some kind of attraction but as usual out of her being kind and nice to me, not that I actually would want to be together with her.


I don´t know if she sees herself that way as she never shows that she thinks she´s special because of her body. Most staff within mental health care tend to, at least among those I´ve met with, dress down in baggy and worn down clothes. It´s nice to look at her and be inspired by that.


I assume it´s her genes as she has four children and still has a figure as if she was way younger.


Does anyone else reflect like this?