It's funny. I was just thinking about how hard it is to post, even in this very safe space.

It doesn't come naturally to me to put myself out there.

I appreciate and admire the enormous help you continue to give, so freely, and without needing anything in return.

It's for exactly (some of) the reasons you describe that I'm reticent, especially that terrible crash in mood... And the way the pain links up and sort of holds hands with all the other pain in the past...

Suddenly, we feel completely outnumbered. In a minority of one. Alone.

Your posts are never, never, never, never, never boring


Sorry, I didn't mean to put words in your mouth.