I can completely understand your being frightened. That would be a very frightening experience, to feel that you've lost control of your own body and I do understand that and can relate to it, and I didn't like it much either.

Sometimes it can be very difficult to deal with. Have you seen a pdoc???? Please come back and share with us. I want to welcome you here because I don't think I've had the pleasure of meeting you before.

We're here if you need someone to talk to.

Many blessings,
Kimberly.