After a brief period of eating whatever tf I wanted due to being so hungry, I have finally come to my senses. Monday was a washout for me but for the rest of the week I was good, except yesterday when I indulged in a bacon cheeseburger. So, three out of five days. Better than the last two weeks. I’m on track today, but we are going to a bbq restaurant with RS’s cousin today for dinner so I’m not sure how that will work out. I don’t like ribs or wings. I usually get pulled bbq chicken. I’ve never been to this restaurant so I’m not sure what they offer. If I can have a sandwich I will get it without bread.

I’ve gotten used to going to bed hungry. I never used to be able to, but it’s just my life now. So I usually eat dinner and that’s it. If I have dessert it’s usually something small like an ice cream bar.

I got my bloodwork done yesterday for all these problems. The dr said high prolactin can mimic symptoms of diabetes. I don’t know what I’d do if I had high prolactin again. I would hope I could just take medication for it because the likely culprit would be half ok and I can’t go off of haldol.

I doubt I’ll lose weight. I never do. I wish I could but it just never works out no matter how much/what I eat.