How do I tell my BF what is going on with me. Haw do I clue him in and open up to him about my *b*s*? I have been with him for almost 4 yrs. We are very close. He knows that there is something. I mentioned it while drunk when we first started dating. But I haven't ever brought it up since then. I really want to share al of this with him, but I dont know how to bring it up. It's killing me as I feel like I am keeping a big part of my life from him, but I have never really talked to anyone about it. I also dont want him to hate my mother. I just dont know what I should do. Help!