I think I'm going to leave him
I went to the doctor, and found out there's a possibility I might be pregnant. I decided not to tell FWB about the possibility. But he's asked me a couple times how the appointment went and I opted to tell him I did not want to talk about it.
I didn't want him to get upset... but he's upset with me now anyway for not telling him what happened.
I'm really really sick of this stuff he pulls... He only seems to (pretend) care when he wants sex or sexual favors. Every time I'm really struggling he's like, "sorry you're having a hard time rn. Btw, are you DTF this weekend?"
I'm really angry and already stressed out from other things , not even mentioning that I might be pregnant
And I'm scared to let him go because he's the guy I've ever met who has stuck with me through all the hard times. He's seen me in really low places, he's witnessed my 'word salad' and my really bad symptoms and he's still stayed
But is the stability worth the degradation ?
I'm not sure