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When I reach out do I touch someone?
</div></font></blockquote><font class="post">Yes, you have touched me with your post! I loved the description of your session. You were open enough to let your feelings bubble up into your conscious and have achieved that connection to your unconscious that allowed you to make the link to your mother. All incredible stuff.
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He told me that when I become dissociated/confused that he goes into a very dense place and he can't see a way to help me. In a way, this is comforting because it means he's with me. But it frustrates the heck out of him.
</div></font></blockquote><font class="post">I love how he shared his own version of your journey with you. He is with you along the path and his experience is different from yours and he shares it with you. It can enrich your own experience. I LOVED this.
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He thanked me for telling him this.
</div></font></blockquote><font class="post">They love it when we tell them something that allows them to know what to do to help us better. Good for y ou for telling and good for him for really listening.
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Maybe the poison inside of me is simply too much for him to absorb. It feels as though I repel him the way I repelled others from my childhood. I become invisible.
</div></font></blockquote><font class="post">I thought your session did not show you were too much for him to absorb, that you repelled him, or that he didn't "see" you. I thought all just the opposite (from what you wrote). Can you read your post again and try to hold on to all the "good" that happened?
I am glad you are feeling better today.