My advice would be to take some time for yourself and dedicate to some of your Hobbies and some of the things that make YOU happy! It is an hard situation for ALL of the people involved so it's normal that you'd feel upset! However try to not let that get to you. You will get through this sooner or later. It is good that your Husband seems to be cooperating right now and that he wants to get things right back on track with you! Be confidend in knowing this and know that you'll do what you can to get through ALL of this. Try not to get obsesses with this even though I DO acknowledge that it IS Hard. Just take some time for yourself, take a walk, watch some TV, buy something for yourself, eat something. Anything to keep your mind busy. Hopefully that will help a bit! Definitely follow the advice from ALL of the other posters as well! You can PM me ANYTIME when you need someone to talk to or vent to! I am SURE ALL THE OTHERS will be REALLY HAPPY AND REALLY GLAD to help you out as well! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @I love my husband, your Husband, your Family, your Children, your Relatives, your Friends, your Doctors, your Pdocs, your Therapists, your Counsellors and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking no matter what happens, ok?