I went into today with a **** it attitude and went to ihop for breakfast. But I came to my senses and only ate 1.5 pancakes, one egg, and a serving of hash browns. Carb heavy but not TOO bad on calories. A lot more than I should have for breakfast. For lunch I had a simple turkey and cheese sandwich on a small roll. Then two hours I was starving again so I had three slices of turkey bacon. Around five I had a big bowl of turkey chili, which has fiber and protein, and of course....two hours later I am absolutely starving. I don’t know what to do. I’m going to have to go to bed like this because I am at my calorie limit for the day.

I am so frustrated. I just want to feel better. I’m going to try to follow a diabetic diet from now on. I don’t know where to start though. I’m going to do some research tonight. I have off from work this week so I am able to go shopping tomorrow for some ingredients for more protein and fiber in my diet. I can make eggs for breakfast tomorrow. Maybe I ought to make hard boiled eggs for weekday breakfasts when I start work again. I’ll have to bring my lunch too. I only get half an hour for lunch.

I just hope my bloodwork shows SOMETHING. I don’t care what, just something so that I can treat it and start to feel better.