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feeling 100% different than anyone else.
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What makes me wonder is why you feel 100% different than anyone else. In the past I've had experiences that were a bit strange, but I always thought this was normal. Later I found out I have an ability not all people have to pick up thoughts, feelings and the images in someones head. This explained a lot of what happened in my past. I was also able to predict the future sometimes in some way, which I later saw as a guess of my body based on signals I picked up.
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I'm afraid they'll not know what to do with and just kinda push me away in a nice way or not do much with me accept take my money.
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If you think about that pretty much anyone can study something to have a job that matches with their study, it is likely there will be a lot of people who are not suitable to give proper support with certain problems. What I've often seen happening that people went to several therapists, asked them questions to see if they have knowlegde in a certain area before finding one that could help them.
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I can hear what in modern spirituality are called "spirits," which I have my own unique theory about. I think that I either live in some kind of a simulation or dream reality, which one of these days I'd like to test. I mean, to be honest there're are plenty of academic scientists who have similar ideas and want to test them, but I've never met anyone who's into all the things I'm into.
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I don't think I can hear spirits, but I've often picked up thoughts and feelings of people I hadn't had contact with for a while, it might be something worth looking into if you think you might have something like this as well.
I don't know what you mean by a dream reality, but sometimes dissociation can appear like a person is in a dream.
I've also never met a person who is interested in knowing more or has knowlegde about all the things I'm interested it, but with some people I talk about spirital things, with others about psychological things.
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Also I'm very unstable, easily triggered, suicidal because I hate the world I live in, but yet to be honest I love myself sooooooooooo much lol! What if I don't agree with the psychologists recommendations? I just see things so differently than most people.
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The way how I see things is that I see things different because I had very different experiences in my life that made me learn and develop different things in order to survive. Sometimes I've had people in my life that tried to teach me things in a way as if what they were thinking had more value than what I thought, just to realise they barely had any knowlegde about what they were talking about. They probable thought they knew things better because of perceived success that made them think they were also more knowlegdable in certain other areas. I personally saw this as very simplistic thinking, but nonetheless I can say I sometimes also had moments where I hated the world and saw the world as one big mess of people mistreating other people without realising this.
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How would even find one? I would want to see one who's very open-minded, who's intelligent & extremely knowledgeable, who would first try natural remedies that mainstream has proven works on a good percentage of people with ADHD such as yoga, meditation, zinc, magnesium, Inositol, possibly Ginkgo Biloba.
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Some have websites where they explain what kind of support they give, their way of supporting people and believes they have.
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Idk, I want to pour my heart out to some who's intelligent but caring, who's not going to just listen, ... but at the same time it seems like a waste of time and money given my past history.
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I've wasted money with support that didn't really help me that much, but sometimes also things that weren't very helpful made me realise something I thought of because what this person said.
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Sadly enough, to be honest I just see humans as people are extremely unintelligent emotional nearly 100% of the time.
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I find that interesting actually, what this could be, are you maybe surrounded with people with a very low awareness that made you develop a high awareness to cope with it?
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Nothing ever works out good for me when it comes to interacting with humans. And all of this is just a drop in the bucket. I would feel sorry for any psychologist who would have to listen to me. I'm different, like maybe a different species lol. I wish there was a solution!
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Same goes for this.