Dear Stahrgeyzer, I wish so much that I knew where your therapist is. I know they are out there. I've had really good ones, ordinary ones, & terrible ones. You would be extremely interesting to the therapist you're looking for. And you would develop a wonderful rapport with them. I had that twice, out of many therapists, & I'll always remember them with love & gratitude. And I remember what they told me, & I still thank God for them. I wish with all my heart that you will find that special person. It's not just what they know. It's who they are. Also, maybe you can use your mind to send your request through the Universal field (supplied by our creator), via loving energy & vibrations, to reach the right people who can help you. Lots of hugs to you!!