I am stuck between a rock and a hard place right now. I have not talked to my oldest sister in about 10 years now as she really wronged myself and my parents but I am not going to get into that. My problem is my sister is dying of cancer I really have no desire to see her or even go to the funeral when she does die. I have no desire to set things right and I dont honestly have any bad feelings about her dying and it is not in a spiteful way either. I honestly just dont know what I feel at the moment I mean I have no feelings in this and it is kind of weird to just feel neutral about my sister dying she is my sister but I got her out of my life all those years ago and just dont know. I am mostly writing this to just to try to figure out my thoughts and emotions and if anyone has gone through something like this what did you do? Thanks