I think what is bothering me most is that I always put everyone before myself. Always.... and ive stood by him through a lot. His drinking has caused problems with us I'm the past, a lot of fighting over it. And in june was when it got physical, and I stayed with him with the promise that he was going to stop drinking.

The day I found out he was doing cocaine I left to think everything through. I left for myself and gor once in my life put myself first. And both he and his mother are treating me as if I'm a terrible person for doing so.