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Originally Posted by Marcelopm29
I don't know if I have anhedonia. What I know is that whenever I gather with friends, I cannot connect with them, what leads me to don't going out on weekends and staying at home. I also don't feel the same thing that the rest of my family feels when I'm with them. I have the sensation of being different. But also feeling and living the world differently. Also with a lack of connection with reality: I don't behave the same way they do: i.e. when they are quiet, I cannot stand still.
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That describes a lot of what my mental states too. I can no longer feel lonely. I can barely empathize at all. My cognition is great, but man, I use to be so sensitive, and now, I feel like a got a lobotomy, taking away the good and the bad. I cstill feel anxiety, but the biggest thing I miss is that connection with music I once had, or that passion forcing me to express myself in writing. I no longer feel wonder as an emotion.