I’m dealing with a sadness/unhappiness right now ... it’s really about coming to terms with my physical health /chronic pain, my husbands also and the distinct likelyhood that my husband will die before me due to his health and how I will manage financially as my income will drop by half and we barely scrap by now.

Depression for me is just lying in bed wishing the roof would collapse and end my non stop bleak not even the flicker of a match in the distance just dark and mentally painful.