If I were needing the services of a funeral home or someone who would need services for cremation that means a loved one has died and my receiving a note like that would absolutely make me explode in anger. I have Bipolar myself but I would likely verbally attack someone if handed such a thing.

You mentioned a “ manic” episode? Bipolar ? You said when you have trouble to go and get on medication.. do you take medication daily or only when you need it??