I was a student nurse for a few months in a London hospital. I liked it in some ways (the idea of helping people) (and the other student nurses in my group seemed nice) but wasn't practical and the first ward I was on... was distressing or perhaps triggering to me.. even then. I was still a ''cub''
This is one of my ''deep dark'' secrets
The ''boss nurse'' was angry when I told her I wanted to leave.
The ''therapist'' dismissed me, insulted me and snarled at me when I briefly described a small part of this