I did mention it to her. And of course she thinks I’m heading down the path to an actual ED. She wants me to write down what I‘m eating during the day and then try not to weigh myself. I begged her not to tell my mom. She said “I’d like you to see a nutritionist” which I’m not sure I can afford. Then she said “this isn’t really my area” and I freaked out and said “that’s why I didn’t want to tell you. I didn’t want you to switch me” she claims she’s not going to switch me to someone else she’s just going to get some info from some other therapists. Whatever. She asked me what something or other was about. If I like something or other. I said I liked the feeling of being in control. She said “yeah that’s a sure sign” but I do have a control in my life. I am in complete control of things in my life. I just like the feeling I get. I did tell her that I am just legit not hungry sometimes for 20 hours at a time. But yeah I don’t know if telling her was a good idea or not. I was saying I didn’t have a problem she was telling me I did.