Take it one step at the time and don't feel guilty about it. You can only do what you feel like doing. No pressure! Try to clean something every day, without pressure. Do what you can. Take baby steps and remember that you're in no hurry. Every time you're able to accomplish something, reward yourself for what you've done and do something nice for yourself, like buying a nice dress that you've been wanting for a ling time or eating an ice cream or some other food or relax and watch some TV or do a nice walk or anything like that. Hopefully that will help a bit! Remember to only do what you feel like doing and that that's ALL that someone can ask out of you, whether they like it or not! Try not to think too much of what others may think, ok? Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Deilla, your Faily, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Remember that we're ALL here for you when you need us! Keep fighting! We'll ALL be REALLY HAPPY and REALLY GLAD to help so please feel free to PM me or the others ANYTIME when you need ADVICE AND SUPPORT! Keep fighting and keep rocking no matter what happens, ok?