Another thing that occurred to me: I cannot plan ahead. I mean I have to wait until that day to see how I am that day. It is almost impossible for me to set appointments and promise that I can keep them because I don't know how I will be until that morning.

OMG, it SUCKS!!! Sorry for the bad wording but that is the truth. It completely and utterly sucks in the worst way and it also makes me NUTS!

sigh

But, it is my reality and I have to accept it. Some days are better than others, of course, and somehow I try to keep moving forward. I think that is why the tiny bits at a time helps me because I can be washing my hands and clean off the bathroom sink and wipe it down. Then, when I go back in, I put some items back in place. The little 30 or 45 seconds of cleaning helps because it adds up. And I see it add up in front of my very eyes. Plus, it is really nice to walk into my kitchen and see my sink empty because my dishes are washed and put away.