I feel for you and I’m right there with you often. I care for a disabled brother and an elderly mother both of whom can’t live alone and the house is a constant struggle to keep presentable even without depression. Sometimes I cringe when people come in.

You are doing the best job you can and I hope you’ll give yourself some credit for that. I wish you the very best in coming up with a system that works for you and helps you feel better. (((safe hugs)))