After 2 years of being in a depressive episode, where do I end up? Hypomanic.

I think it's starting. I had to control myself a great deal this morning after I got up at 330. I just kept telling myself to relax, be cool, and ignore what my mind wishes I would do.

At work I pretty much finished things that were expected to take a few days. So now I'm sitting here itching for something to do.

Hopefully I'll be able to keep it under control. I called and emailed my pdoc.