I have been taking my meds as prescribed since before August. I don't go off this meds because they're so easy. I was on this medicine before August and taking it regularly but it wasn't a high enough dose. Just in the past month have they raised the dose to 20 milligrams. I only know it was before August because that's when I started at the other clinic. My head spinning so I'm talking instead of writing. So I am taking my medicine even though I'd like to stop. I'm a put a tickeron the bottom of my signature again.

I haven't brushed my hair in a while. I usually don't go out without my hair brushed but recently it's like whatever. I know I have to figure out something to do with my hair . It's way too long it's almost down to my butt it takes way too long to brush. Usually I get it cut in the summer and then let it go out for the rest of the year but the past two years I haven't got it cut.

I want to keep this happiness. I miss this me. Things may not be going the best but I'm happy and that should count for something.