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~Christina:
"my non stop bleak not even the flicker of a match in the distance just dark"
That's very sad and i'm sorry that you feel that way. But it does seem poetic!

Are you just having a dark moment?

You don't usually come across as feeling that way. Or is this the "real you" and you're just putting on a brave face the other times?

You're so supportive around here, it's amazing that you can still give so much if this is truly how you feel. An inspiration!

I am reminded of the Natalie Merchant song "Kind and Generous":
"You've been so kind and generous /
I don't know how you keep on giving /
For your kindness i'm in debt to you /
For your selflessness my admiration /
For everything you've done /
You know i'm bound /
I'm bound to thank you for it!"
Be well my friend!