Thanks. She offers a free phone call, and it seems I can use email instead, to get to know me to see if we're a good match. The email seems better for me but I don't know what to say. I want to just tell her I might be a little too crazy and that 1 - 2 times per month I go through intense suicide that leads to crazy depression but after years I never do it because of fear, ... etc etc etc etc.

... And I would be afraid to death to tell her of all my thoughts about reality & about me, especially in person. Is there anyone at PC who appears completely weird and crazy according to normal people who has told their psychologist? I would love to know how you did it and what your psychologist said.