..or both? So in all my self-actualized cognitive abilities I took stupid internet quiz's. I scored realitivly higher on the BPD than bipolar. I've been diagnosed Bipolar since before it a set of 3 distinct types, yet after the manic-depression days. After some problems with psychosis a couple years back I quit blaming my alcoholic physiology like that liquor worshipping cult taught me, and went in search of treatment. Don't know how but I didn't get hospitalized during that first 5 months of medication adjustments. But the good doctor's consistently put the number 1 behind my diagnostic and gave me that spiffy agoraphobia tag. Because I'd been so belligerent in the throws of psychosis I thought everyone had an axe to grind with me.

I'm terrified of having a personality disorder, sure I'm obsessive and compulsive they're comorbid behaviors with bipolar. My mother has Disassociative Identity Disorder and I can't talk to her because 2 of are mean as rattle snakes. I'm now worried I may have some of whatever is in her line, just my traumas went a different direction. Can BP1 and BPD exist comorbidly? Is BPD just BP1 further out of control? I'm not "Welcome to Me" symptomatic but I do live kinda close to Palm Desert.