I'm afraid I can't asnwer your question, @dotcat. My advice would be to contact your Pdoc right away and aks ALL of these questions since you have so many doubts. Internet tests can be useful as a guide but try not to place too much importance onto them. Professionals are there to help you and guide you throughout ALL of the doubts you may have and you DO have every right to know what you're being treated for. So yes, definitely ask to them if you haven't already! I am sorry if this wasn't too helpful, but I don't want to misguide you. Hopefully other Users with a situation similar to yours will be able to reply like the WISE and WONDERFUL @BirdDancer has already WISELY and WONDERFULLY done! Please DO listen to what @BirdDancer has to say as she's REALLY smart! Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @dotcat, Your Family, Your Friends, Your Relatives, Your Parents, Your Pdocs, Your Therapists, Your Doctors, Your Nurses AND ALL OF YOUR LOVED ONES IN GENERAL AS WELL! Keep fighting and keep rocking no matter what happens, ok?