What is an IRL? Sorry ignorance is bliss. Thanks guys for your comments. Today I got the release from my ortho doc to go to the gym... the thing I fear is that with my extreme calorie restriction and now my freedom to work out that this cycle will fully engulf any since of normalcy I may have left. However, for some strange reason, today it doesn''t seem to bother me. I am just happy that I have recovered from my accident and am able to resume working out. My eating cycle has routine for now....Is that sick?