In two hours I will leave to go see my T. I am going to bring up some very hard stuff and some issues she has never heard about before. I am very anxious. I don't know if I will have the time to talk about everything, and I'm also anxious about how T might react. It's all very complicated, and I know that most of you know what I mean by that.

I would appreciate some pocket riders, if only to chant, "You can do it, you can do it," if I seem to falter.

I have plans to go out after t, but I don't know if I am going to follow through with them. A lot depends on how I feel: whether I want to be around others, or whether I want to be alone.

Thanks in advance for any additional support,
Cool